Reality Of Life

I awoke from my dream
Only to find
Reality exists
From within my mind

I start to cry
A tear from my face
Seeing her once more
Could offer no safe

It’s hard to think
A man like myself
I’ve never forgiven
I just sit on the shelf

How could this be?
Many years have gone by
Everyday is the same
I can’t help but wonder why?

If I say I’m sorry
What will that fix?
Another head ache
The pills won’t kick

Does she believe?
Is there meaning to this?
Problems arise
Chances are missed

The brightness of silver
The coldness of black
Places in my memory
I never want to go back

To sleep I will cry
I will never forgive
For things I have done
Why should I live?


03/28/09