Just Beyond My Reach

If I say I love you

Would it be enough?

Or do I have to tattoo it on my heart?

I gave you my heart

I gave you my love

I don’t what you to return it

I sit here in dismay

For I know not what’s coming

Yet I can hear the sirens of something blaring my way

I can’t sleep

Because I am worried for you

I know that you are hurt

My fear is not that I will die

Nor that I will live

But that you will suffer either way

Confusion is on my mind

I try to understand

Nothing is there and I still feel guilty

In my heart I love you

For some reason I always have

Right now I just wish I could love you more

But my love is maxed out

I fear you don’t want it

Yet I want to give it all away

As my tears splash the page

My hands tremble

And I am scared I lost you

All I want to do is hold you

Keep you safe and secure

But you are just beyond my reach

05/16/12

So Lovely

Why do I want you?

I think that I need you

The night before last

When all I did is dream

I think of you now

You lay beside me

You would look so beautiful

But this is just my dream

I wish I could hold you

To kiss you and love you

I want to make you mine

Forever and only

I wish to give you a rose

But only you’ll understand

We are so weird

Yet we are so lovely

 05/11/12