Promise?

I'm not goning to promise
I will never hurt you
I know I wll

Somedays you will wonder why we're together
Other days you will wish I were dead
I won't doubt if you try to kill me

No, our life together wont be perfect
I will annoy you
And you will fight back

Even though I wont try
my words will be hurtful
and my actions impure

To be truthfully homest
Somedays I will make you cry
Others you will be really mad

But at the end of each day
After all the pain and the tears
All the death wishes and attempts

I will ask you for forgiveness
I will apologize
 Because from the bottom of my heart

I love you!



06/01/2012

Just Beyond My Reach

If I say I love you

Would it be enough?

Or do I have to tattoo it on my heart?

I gave you my heart

I gave you my love

I don’t what you to return it

I sit here in dismay

For I know not what’s coming

Yet I can hear the sirens of something blaring my way

I can’t sleep

Because I am worried for you

I know that you are hurt

My fear is not that I will die

Nor that I will live

But that you will suffer either way

Confusion is on my mind

I try to understand

Nothing is there and I still feel guilty

In my heart I love you

For some reason I always have

Right now I just wish I could love you more

But my love is maxed out

I fear you don’t want it

Yet I want to give it all away

As my tears splash the page

My hands tremble

And I am scared I lost you

All I want to do is hold you

Keep you safe and secure

But you are just beyond my reach

05/16/12

So Lovely

Why do I want you?

I think that I need you

The night before last

When all I did is dream

I think of you now

You lay beside me

You would look so beautiful

But this is just my dream

I wish I could hold you

To kiss you and love you

I want to make you mine

Forever and only

I wish to give you a rose

But only you’ll understand

We are so weird

Yet we are so lovely

 05/11/12

This is our Love

This is our love
You are mine forever
I won't let you go
I hold you closest to my heart

I won't share you with anyone
I'm just too selfish
We're like best friends
Only 10 times more

You are beautiful and amazing
Lovely and sweet
You are mine forever
Because this is our love




04/19/12

Beautiful

A broken heart
Too broke to fix
All she knows
Life's little kicks

Standing still
She walks alone
With a broken heart
She's left at home

Tear drops
Fall on the page
Whispers now
Begin to fade

Darkness
Tumbles in
Shivers now
Well they begin

God made you
Just the way you are
You're beautiful
above all the scars

And yes He made you
More than you are
Open up your eyes
See who you are

Now there's a boy
With a real big heart
He meets this girl
with a brand new start

Takes her hand
Fills it full of love
Then wraps her up
In one big hug

God made you
Just the way you are
You're beautiful
above all the scars

And yes He made you
More than you are
Open up your eyes
See who you are

I love you
For who you are
You're beautiful
Will all your scars

And yes I love you
More than you are
Open up eyes
Be who you are






04/16/12

Daydream Love

To the woman I love most
Although I never knew before
She means everything to me
She's the one that I adore

It seems funny yet amazing
Just to open up my eyes
And see this girl before me
I never want to say goodbye

I can tell her most everthing
She listens so sincere
And her hugs are quite amazing
She makes me smile ear to ear

But more that her smile
More than her face
Is this wonderful heart
That cannot be replaced

Yet the future is uncertain
But for this I know is clear
I love you with all my heart
My sweetie, my precious, my dear




4/8/12