Someone To Fall Back On

There is no pain because there is always pain
I live in a world where sometimes this is all that is found

She cries herself to sleep and I don’t blame her
I would do the same but I already have

I find it hard to accept this loss when you’re not prepared
But then again are we ever prepared?

Around my neck hangs a cross and I find it funny that I never take it off
When times get hard you need someone to fall back on

I even sent her a card but will it do any good?
I mean this for everyone sent a card and it might seem over-done

This is why I didn’t speak to her when I found out
It just seemed like too much at the time

But what is time?
We live on this Earth for what seems to be too long or not long enough

I just now realized that he died but this seems completely strange
I accept my brother’s death more than this

The problem is that it bothers me to see so many suffer
In this world I have found no quick cure for a broken heart

When I die I hope they celebrate
I only say this because I will do the same

But I suppose it will be hard to celebrate in times of sorrow
I know now for her that she is suffering

He is gone and now forever until we reach heaven
Was this poem supposed to help?

All I can say now is that one day we will see this man that we miss
Even though it may be a hard long wait

I will pray that she is heal and times of joy can reoccur
But for now I am a support someone to fall back on

06/02/09