If I say I love you
Would it be enough?
Or do I have to tattoo it on my heart?
I gave you my heart
I gave you my love
I don’t what you to return it
I sit here in dismay
For I know not what’s coming
Yet I can hear the sirens of something blaring my way
I can’t sleep
Because I am worried for you
I know that you are hurt
My fear is not that I will die
Nor that I will live
But that you will suffer either way
Confusion is on my mind
I try to understand
Nothing is there and I still feel guilty
In my heart I love you
For some reason I always have
Right now I just wish I could love you more
But my love is maxed out
I fear you don’t want it
Yet I want to give it all away
As my tears splash the page
My hands tremble
And I am scared I lost you
All I want to do is hold you
Keep you safe and secure
But you are just beyond my reach
05/16/12